Its realli a torture.. i finally can feel it ler.. i finally noe how it realli feel ler.. but wat e use of knowing it, i can do nth.. Wat else can i do.. Watever its jus left wiv a few more months ler.. After this we might juz go on separate ways ler.. M i tat "wei da" juz hoping that she could be happy, safe and sound.. Is tat wat i hope for or izzit something else..
Juz a simple wish of being able to be still tat close wiv her veri selfish..
Well cant i do tat.. Saying to let go y cant i juz let my hands off.. But is realli hard nw.. How can i make myself to let go when i m still tat close wiv her.. But isnt tat wat i m hoping for.. veri contradicting huh? i realli donno.. Y issit tat luv can make someone so useless, make someone so confused..
To love someone is easy but to forget or let go is realli hard.. ANd i mean it hard. Should i juz keep a distance nw.. Or shld i give myself more time.. ( did i make myself to let go in the 1st place) .. To give advice to others is alwae tat easy but when it happen to urself, how many of the advice u giv other u can follow?
To all my frens may all be fine. TAKE CARE!
PS: this entry was juz a mean to fa xie myself.. Kept this to my heart quite long ler. Mayb to juz say it out will feel better.
left silently at ... 10:57 PM
My Name: Lim Jing Wei
My Age: 22
My D.O.B: 13-Sept-1987
My Horoscope: Virgo
My Email: silencewee@live.com
My Schools:SIM(UOL), School of Business(SP), JSS, CPS
My Education: Degree in Banking and Finance
Diploma in Business Admin (Marketing)
BBall (as a leisure now)
Gaming (especially the three kingdoms series)
ADDiDAs products (in crave of it now)
Real Madrid
San Antonio Spurs
Tim Duncan
Fish Leong
Chen Qiao En
Fabio Cannavaro
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Sec Scool Frens
Derek
Fabius
Huiwen
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Jenny
Kai Hui
MengFei
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Sooeng
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Weiqi
Weisian
William
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Yongshen
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PSP Slim
Laptop
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LG Hi Fi set (now selling at 359)
Memory Card
External Haredisk
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More Shirts
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bed
display cabinet
shaver
Taiwan
Spain
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12 May -- Malaysia Trip
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